December 22, 2004


i used to get annoyed at the fact that my friends expect me to drive to where they are so that we can hang out but they are not willing to travel to where i am because i live far. actually, just typing that annoyed the shit out of me so i guess its still an annoying fact. i have friends who don't even have the means to come up to where i live but they still make the effort to and usually find a way to get up here(thanks, trish and rol!).

the latest excuse that some of my 'friends' don't have the nerve to say to my face when i send them an invite to go to my house is 'if [insert name here] is not going then i'm not going' or 'i'll go if [insert name here] go'. i think i'd rather you tell me that you wouldn't go the miles rather than find out that your presence at my abode depends on other people's attendance.

i won't lie. i've used that excuse before. but i use it so sparsely and mostly when i'm invited to some random acquaintances' party/event - not a close friend's party/event. so i'm thinking, maybe they really don't like me, these 'people'. maybe they are just friends with me because they want to be friends with my real friends.

you know what, you can have your existence. and while you're at it, you can suck my dick.

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ok.

i'm really, really, really, really, really, REALLY, really, really, really, REALLY trying so hard to get in the spirits of the holiday but it's getting so hard to do it.

so i won't be giving you some holiday hooraaay and posting some cheesey holiday song lyrics, i bring you this rhyme instead:

- kicking –
hello
he whispers
as I pass by and my smell it lingers
as he wonders
and he ponders
how to rock my world
in between pain and feeling good
as he gets me in the mood
he bites his lips
and wishes he could

girl
you drive me crazy
he says
as he tries to carress me
but I play nice and coy
turning him into my very own toy
but he’s into the ploy
and asks for more
like its something he enjoys

he
goes on and says
let me be the one
who makes you wet
say the word baby
and the stage will be set
tell me how you want it
how you’d like to take it
if we make it
baby won’t you tell me please…………..

so i say
i'm into pillow fighting
a little bit of flirting
serious love making
til the break of dawn
and when the moon is shinin'
there’d be no lying
won't be denyin'
i wanna hear u moan

I say
I wanna feel you
pounce on me
in your arms do seize me
then squeeze me
don’t release me
don’t stop even when its morn
and when the moon is shinin'
there’d be no lying
won't be denyin'
i wanna hear u moan

(G.)

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