September 10, 2004


fender bender
not me. some guy who was driving alongside me for - must have been - 30 miles. he wasn't paying attention to his driving and instead trying so hard to talk to me. before you know it - BAM! he slammed right behind a worker's van. dumbass. it's kind of flattering but did he really think i was going to pull over and talk to him? anyway, i'm sure no one got hurt since we must have been moving at a maximum speed of 10 mph. so, yes, i can laugh about it.

i want to be irresponsible
i don't want to care about what i have to do, who i have to please, where i have to go, and when i have to be there. i just want to be sponteneous and do whatever makes me happy. why can't i have that?

dammit.

i want to be able to head out to modish with riss and aud at a spare moment's notice. i want to be able to fly to spain with kat next week if she asked me today if i wanted to go. i want to be able to work in our regional office in Brazil, or Australia, or England. i want to be able to ride behind someone on a motorcycle at 90 miles per hour without being so scared about it. i want to be able to take Tiny wherever i go, whenever i feel like it. i want to be able to sleep outside, under the stars, without having to worry about the effing mosquitoes eating me alive.

i want to grill meat outside even on a cold february afternoon while its snowing outside. i want to stay up as late as possible on a friday night and be in bed as late as possible on saturday morning (or afternoon) without someone giving me a problem about it. i want to sit by campfires and roast marshmallows over it, even on a cold night. i want to laugh at stupid jokes and not have someone criticize me for it. i want candlelit dinners, even if its leftovers i'm having... i want to sleep in a hammock every night that i feel like it, rain or shine...

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